October 11, 2026

mood: ?  | 

Sundays are such strange days. They feel like you are stuck in this awful depressing and grey world.

Anyway, I've been working on a sewing project. Will post here when I actually start sewing.

October 5, 2026

mood: disappointed  |  listening to: Mio Cristo Piange Diamanti - Rosalía

So yesterday I voted for my home country's presidential election and the amount of people who voted for the crazy right wing candidate was shocking to me.

I am grateful that we have a day to exercise our democracy but I do get sad that so many people are okay with voting for politicians who actively decide to take away the rights of so many.

But one good thing today was that I got to take care of my health. Getting bloodwork done is so annoying and a little bit painful but as someone with an autoimmune disease, I'm used to it by now.

I end my entry here with a picture of an art installation I really enjoy:

"You Are Trapped on the Earth So You Will Explode", Survival Series, Jenny Holzer, 1983-85.

October 4, 2026

mood: exhausted  |  listening to: my crazy thoughts  |  watching: the sopranos

I've been thinking a lot about action, acting on things, making things happen.

It is one of my biggest setbacks right now. I can't seem to get up and get things done. As the end of the year approaches, I think about how time is finite. I gotta do the things I want to do.

Burial monument in Staglieno Cemetery, Genoa (not my picture).

October 3, 2026

mood: sleepy  |  being: nubìvago

some of my biggest dreams in life

be fluent in Italian

visit Scotland

visit Italy once again

speak a fourth language

love my job